Remember the guy who was in my Japanese class that I liked? I keep on seeing around the library! I get so nervous though so I can’t keep eye contact at all. I remember one time though when I was having lunch with a friend in the cafe there and after I put my rubbish in the bin he was walking towards me and I walked really quickly and I felt his eyes on me.Yesterday/this morning even when I was doing my coursework I went to the toilet and I realised he was sitting near me the whole time talking to his friends.

Who am I kidding- I never stopped liking him haha.

He’s graduating in a matter of weeks so I need to make a goal of some kind to talk to him and have a proper conversation. I have no idea how to do this though as I haven’t spoken to him since a year ago when we had our Japanese exam.

I wonder if he even remembers who I am.

Providing my results are good and I have enough money saved, I’m gonna treat myself to some small leather goods- a Mulberry purse, a Mulberry card holder and an Acne phone pouch.

May not be able to get them all at once, but I’m hoping to stagger them throughout the summer holidays.

I got to see the purse in person today after drooling too much at it online and it’s so beautiful- I’m in love.

It’s so exciting and motivating to set targets like this.

Probably wont be leaving the library till like 3am- not leaving until my essay is finished.

On the bright side I ordered Thai food for a nice late dinner.

Really need to sell clothes so badly. Wish I knew someone in which I can sell a few items on their ebay or something :(