Paper Cranes

10 things you want:

1. To know exactly what I want to do in life and do a job which I will enjoy and be content doing.
2. To get into Cambridge University.
3. To create a masterpiece.
4. To be a successful artist.
5. To be a model.
6. To fall in love and eventually have a family.
7. To be fluent in Japanese/ live in Japan.
8. To be a singer in a band.
9. To grow taller.
10. To own a proper popcorn machine.

9 musicians/bands you love:(there’s too many- these are the ones that came into my head first.)

1. The Strokes.
2. Alicia Keys.
3. Chopin.
4. Mumford and Sons.
5. Sigur Ros.
6. Lykke Li.
7. Paramore.
8. Eels.
9. Grizzly Bear.

 8 things you do everyday:

1. Eat.
2. Sleep.
3. Study.
4. Dream.
5. Go on the computer/laptop/iPod/phone.
6. Read.
7. Listen to music.
8. Go on facebook/tumblr.

 7 things you enjoy:

1. Reading/writing.
2. Drawing.
3. Playing piano.
4. Shopping.
5. Friends/meeting new people.
6. Singing.
7. Cooking/baking.

 6 things that will always win your heart:

1. Intelligence academically.
2. Humour.
3. Individuality.
4. Affectionate.
5. Play an instrument.
6. Handsome (dark hair, dark eyes).

 5 favourites:

1. Movie: Howl’s Moving Castle.
2. Song: at the moment, Samson- Regina Spektor.
3. Book: Kafka On The Shore- Haruki Murakami.
4. Food: Takoyaki.
5. Season: Spring.

Four scents or smells you enjoy:

1. Freshly baked bread.
2. Cologne.
3. Cherries.
4. Homemade food.

3 places you want to go:

1. Japan (again).
2. Trinidad.
3. Italy.

 2 Favorite Holidays:

1. Christmas.
2. New Year.

1 person you’d marry on the spot:

1. At this moment, Adam Brody.

Even though it is a small number, I quite like it like that. It feels like only an exclusive group are able to know more about me and know how my mind works…it’s pretty cool actually. It seems like that these 10 people actually care about me (I’m in no way assuming this…it just comes across like that), and it’s really comforting that  that you are listening (well, technically reading) to me about my worries/dilemmas, especially as I am a person who generally keeps things to myself.

Thank you so much and I won’t let you down.

After politics I was going to stay in school but there was no reason for me to, so Crystal and I went to Chatham High St. and celebrated by going to the Chinese buffet and pigging out. It was so good- and I was starving as I hadn’t eaten anything so it filled me right up. I then went home and relaxed for ages then went to youth and now I am back home.

Today was fun? Err I’m not sure. I wish I could have talked to people more but I didn’t…probably as the exam was in the morning and I found it difficult to make conversation with people who were a little overconfident with the exam as they were irritating me. I prefer exams in the afternoon. You can chat more and revise with other people which is quite nice. I also just like the atmosphere more…Iknow it’s a weird thing to say, but I know what I mean.

I had alot of fun with Crystal in the buffet- our general banter about everyone and everything is hilarious. I love having good conversations with people about interesting things. Two days ago, Crystal, Michael, Kyle and I all had a really interesting discussion about religion. I really enjoyed talking about it (ignoring the fact that I got told to shut up ¬_¬). Even the politics discussions Crystal and I have had with Matthew have been really nice and I think I like politics even more. As you can tell, I love intellectual conversations as it’s nice to debate on the issue and know different viewpoints. I also eventually liking the person alot more as I can hold a interesting discussion with them. I do like normal conversation however-Jon and I’s silly-turned-deep one yesterday, my manga/anime conversation with Tayo and Izzy, Crystal and I’s general banter, Matthew and me discussing Japanese, debates with my dad in the morning me and Kyle talking randomly about interests/philosophical issues…these all illustrate how they can tell so much about a person and I find that so

intriguing.  It makes me like people alot more and have respect for them. Basically in a nutshell, I love conversations. They tell me alot about a person and it makes me aware of many characteristics in the person as well as the issue addressed. I sometimes feel that I sometimes talk too much and get confused then get embarassed- this is all due to the excitement of the conversation. Especially when it is a debate-they’re the best aha!

I hate study leave as I feel that this indulgence has been limited as I am not in school often/friends are not in the same time as me which can be frustrating especially if I want to tell them something that I know will interest them. Texting doesn’t have the same effect and I feel like I am being annoying, and calling them is now the same and would be weird, especially if I don’t call them very often. It’s just better face to face so you can see that you’ve got their attention/vice versa and it’s just better. Please, if anyone who has my mumber wants to have any kind of conversation with me at any time for a specific reason or no reason at all, please call me…it would actually make me happy rather than ignore me.

I know this is really random…I’m having a moment of a stream of consciousness (literary device dropped in there aha) so some of what I’m saying may not make sense at all. I just writing and all this stuff has resulted. Hey, at least you know how my mid works. I’m also writing this at 11pm so cut me some slack. Sorry also for the lack of punctuation…and I’m meant to be good at English :s.

P.S I love my friends not replying to my texts…sarcasm intended.

It’s actually really annoying.

No more exams until after half term…still need to revise LOADS though unfortunately :(.

Had my politics exam today and that went well I think. The 40 marker I am a little unsure if I got everything, but I checked in the folder and I seemed to have what they wanted so fingers crossed it’s alright. I was scarily calm about this exam…quite strange for me considering I worry about everything and exams especially even though I have revised well. I got really good encouragement from a friend and I think that helped me to calm down. I also think it was beacuse I knew this really well and I was strangely excited? Aha I’m a weirdo. I was a little worried though- I didn’t want to be overconfident or think it would be easy or slack as I know it well…I like to take the humble approach to things. At least it’s over…5 more exams to go, oh joy.

I just want my hard work to pay off and get the grades that I want.

I love this.