November 2010
Car stuck, walked to the bottom of the road,...
My mum did phone up to say that there was no way I can get in and they seemed cool about it so it’s alright.
I guess I’ll just treat my day like it would normally be at school.
I did take a lovely picture of the snow (despite me having a mutual hate for the evil white stuff)…I may upload it later.
I hate when I talk to my Mom...
—looselipssinkships:
And she’s screaming like…
And I’m just sitting there listening like…
Then she says I have an attitude…
And I’m like…
Then she tries to hit me like…
And I’m tryna dodge em’ like…
And she’s still hittin’ me like…
And through the hits I’m like…
And I try to play hurt like…
Then she leaves… and I’m like…
All day, erryday.
...
My mood is just killed now.
I’m on the brink of bursting into tears…I can’t let it get to me. I need to keep confident.
Things aren't good when everything rests on...
I felt really smart today as I got around 6/7...
including the whole section of the each picture corresponding to a book in the Bible. Sunday school has taught me well.
I love my parents.
They agreed to allow me to skive off school today because of the cross country on Sunday (as my body can’t deal with athletics due to fainting on 2 occasions) but my period pains today were crippling so I guess I actually had a good reason to take a day off.
But weirdly enough, I got so motivated that I have officially started revising today. I wrote 4 politics essays, revised social...
I'll be Lightning →
iwillbelightning:
I tried to live small. I took a narrow bed. I held my elbows to my sides. I tried to step carefully And to think softly And to breathe shallowly In my portion of air And to disturb no one.
Yet see how I spread out and I cannot help it. I take to myself more and more, and I take nothing That I do not need, but my needs grow like weeds, All over and invading; I clutter this place...
carrymyheavyheart asked: anjola, don't be upset about not getting into certain universities because from what i can see you seem very clever & i'm sure that you'll soon find a good one that will take you on :) chin up! just thought i'd sayyy x
Why can't I ever get what I want?
It’s like everything I do never pays off.
Gosh…it still hurts so much.
I'm such a wreck.
Got rejectd by UCL today. The day after I got rejected by Cambridge.
You guessed it, I’m in tears right now.
Bye Cambridge.
I’m sure you guessed…I got rejected. It was a wildcard choice for me so I’m not too surprised. I did have a horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach when I read the email which wasn’t nice. It’s still upsetting as I wish I could have made my ‘mark’ on the interviewers and Christ’s College itself is just beautiful and rather amazing. Ah...
I never let the microwave finish , I always have...
stotch asked: who's this! (:
My bad.
I need to write more on this blog…my life is that uninteresting.
Ha, I’m lying…I have quite alot to say, but I’m too tired to think right now. Tomorrow i’ll write something (if I remember).
おやすみ なさい. Written in English from Japanese that’s oyasuminasai. Google it- you’ll learn something new eh?
I think I’ll be writing in Japanese more often.
